Well, am still trying to get some psychological help – some years into my PD diagnosis and concomitant start of the unravelling of my life. It’s a bit unsettling to realise that once again, the powers that be seem to think my current balanced state of mind is a given no matter what.

It’s not an issue for me to be patient (no pun intended) but in addition to a neurologist and a cardiologist, a psychiatrist insights would be welcome to say the least.

However, there may be a way forward on this thorny prob soonish. Deo volente.

Here’s a blog post published first years ago in which my frustration on this subject already emerges.

Crazy Days are Here Again

Just managed to prepare for another tense weekend stuck in limbo, although boosted somewhat by a sort of promising piece of communication from the NDIS management peeps, Caring  HQ, when I see two ladies strolling leisurely down the ramp around dinner time.

This will ensure that my immediate neighbours/ the surrounding avid followers of the ROZ train wreck reality show, will have pricked up their ears to make a bet as to what kind of weekend they might have in store.

And sure enough, a kind pair of mental health follow-uppers, had chosen this time to follow up on a disturbing hospitalization incident that never took place.

Not only that, I remembered both kind ladies from a previous installment! But as always I tried to harvest some kind of Big Picture silver lining, as well as some miraculously providential strategic or tactical gem to store away.

Anyway, I will finally get some proper head shrinking service now. Caring HQ will, I hope, be informed that while i came across as agitated to begin with … (samo, samo ad infinitum ad nauseam) in the end subject Muggins proved lucid, cooperative  et cetera ..

And yes, unless i am dealing with complete Cro-Magnons, I always end up striking a rapport of some sort.

“So, they are called Reality Care?”

-“No, not quite. But I prefer that, I think.”

Smiles all round,  some tension easing.

“Ok, so you’re perfectly happy to be on your own here most of the time?”

-“Well, no not at all. But I have no choice.”

“But are you angry or do you feel anger towards anything or anyone?”

-” Fate maybe..?”