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Yesterday I tried to see how I would feel spending most of the day at home in the buff, something that is now a possibility since following my recent house move I have a lot more privacy – something which had been missing from my life for quite a while.

And I must admit it was wonderful, liberating and refreshing.

A week or so ago, I went to my favourite clothes-optional beach. On the way back up to the car park, my meds and/or my legs refused to obey the dopamine-empty commands from my brain, resulting in me not being able to do more than one or two painfully shuffly steps at a time.

I love how we Aussies look after one another. About 4 or 5 people passing me asked me if I was ok and could they do something for me. To one of them I explained, ‘It’s alright. I just have Parkinson’s disease . Once I’m back up there and have my meds I will be fine.’

‘Poor bugger,’ he answered before adding ‘Brave man.’

I’m not so sure about courage. Most days I just try to do my best, other days it feels like I’m hanging on for dear life. Although it would be a good title of an official biography of yours truly should there be any takers. Poor Bugger, Brave Man – A life of sorts

UPDATE > Today I spent an hour or so at the same beach. Funnily enough this time the way down was much harder than climbing back up. At least this time I didn’t have to put anyone at ease about my odd immobile behaviour.

The reason I am choosing a more straightforward approach around the content on the site is yes because of the disclaimer that will head any explicit content.

But it’s more than that. It was illustrated in a few things people close to me have remarked recently. One was a support worker who said ‘I don’t want you to have fear or anything but with this disease you have, you never know what’s going to happen. Just make damn sure you enjoy life while you can.’

Another was a member of my stellar NDIS service provider team who encouraged me to keep doing things that make me happy. Perhaps I will meet someone who’d like to go to salsa lessons with me.

Until such a time, a fiery Latin clip like this makes me quite content:

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